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kimagurekokoro
19 January 2013 @ 04:03 pm

And from yesterday's incident, I learnt that honesty sometimes isn't always the best policy. Sometimes you just have to hide and lie ok. My laptop is destroyed, the screen is. It was an accident alright ☹ It's not like I did it deliberately?! Why would I want to destroy something that I'm so attached to. I was moving furniture around (I do that whenever I'm feeling stressed because a change in layout makes me feel happy lol.) and the laptop was on my side table. I was trying to move my shelf and then suddenly my laptop fell while in the opened position. Apparently the shelf tugged on one of the wires connecting to the laptop. I AM SO TERRIBLE SORRY ALRIGHT. I didn't mean for it to happen. My dad is really pissed off at me, yesterday was worse. He shouted profanities at me and punched the wall (anger issues?) lol. I'm devastated but who am I to blame but myself. I could have hide the fact that this happened and try to live my life without one until I saved enough to get myself a new one/repair my laptop. That's what I intend to do anyway. Why am I so dumb. I shouldn't have told my mum. Because that made things so much worse. She told my dad about it. Seriously?! I mean she should have known right. That he's a rage monster. A beast. Damn it, hell broke loose yesterday.

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kimagurekokoro
I don't know what's wrong with me. 
First, I came down with a flu on Wednesday and now that I'm recovering, a part of my joint hurts. It started hurting today. But I didn't fall or injure myself during my run yesterday. I don't understand? It hurt so much just now when I was running that I have to stop. The pain is tolerable and not really evident if you ignore it but it the sharp jolt once in a while that hurts the most. It's shocking too.

Revision isn't going well, I can't seem to memorize my notes. I'm trying but maybe I'm doing it the wrong way. There's so many things to memorize, I feel like my brain capacity too tiny to contain all of them.
 
 
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
 
 
kimagurekokoro
11 June 2012 @ 12:03 pm

I realized that the main factor as to why plans are so difficult to follow through is myself. I had it all planned in my head and even on paper that I'm supposed to run and then do chores. But when the time comes to doing all that, I make changes in my head. Procrastinating it all. I told myself that I should go home and have an orange, rest, do chores and run at night instead. Obviously plan B is a total no go because I bet I'll end up procrastinating even more so I'm gonna force myself to follow through the initial plan and reward myself with one dekopon and maybe one small pau hehehe. I can't believe I'm actually aware of the fact that choices I make affect the future and it's totally up to me whether or not I choose to act on it or overlook the consequences.

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kimagurekokoro
09 June 2012 @ 08:55 pm
  
Made the right choice to go for a student's union event today!
Because if I didn't go for it, I wouldn't have met Jasmine :)

Today's event was a Beach and Park clean up.
I was informed that I wouldn't be able to go because it was already full but was informed earlier today that I'm still in. Ecstatic and confused, I immediately changed and bolted down to school to assemble before the bus left. I was so afraid of not being able to make it! But thankfully, I did. I really felt the need to go for this event because I skipped the previous one and I think I need to contribute more to this CCA. I'm glad I rushed and made it because if not, I wouldn't have made new friends!

It feels really good to be in a CCA. I can really tell the difference between year one and this year. I didn't join any last year and I went ahead and joined two this year. More commitments, yes. I don't regret it though. Yes, I'm gonna get busier and need to learn and force myself to manage my time better but it feels really good to feel passionate about things you do and feel like you belong.

I look forward to future events!
New people, new opportunities, New friends.
Can't wait!  
 
 
Current Mood: satisfiedsatisfied
Current Music: Primadonna - Marina and The Diamonds
 
 
kimagurekokoro
03 June 2012 @ 01:29 pm

Sit around. Walk to the refrigerator. Stare at the screen. Flip notes. Stare outside my window. Think about insecurities. Procrastinate further. Yup.

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Current Mood: blankbleh
 
 
 
kimagurekokoro
02 June 2012 @ 06:55 pm

Happy Birthday, Bestie! 

Celebrated Jiajun's 18th birthday yesterday @ The King Louis Grill and Bar yesterday.
Food was really delectable and mouth watering.

I'll definitely go back with my family! 

Appetizer: Cream of mushroom soup

Signature ribzz


Seafood and meat platter! 

Skipped lecture and met Yingli to get Jiajun's birthday present before meeting her.
I had a really good time yesterday catching up with both of them. 
Having so much fun just being around each other made me realize just how much I missed having both of them around me all the time.
Isn't it amazing how best friends can just hit it off like how we used to even though we don't meet that often anymore.
I really treasure both of them and hope that all of us will still remain best friends in the years to come.

I love both of you forever and always! 




 
 
Current Mood: thirstythirsty
Current Music: Payphone - Jayesslee Cover
 
 
kimagurekokoro
30 May 2012 @ 11:40 pm

Had lunch with Yingli today, listening to her rant.
I had fun though spending time with her even though she dragged me into shops to look at heels.


 
 
Current Mood: stressedstressed
Current Music: となりのトトロ
 
 
kimagurekokoro
29 May 2012 @ 10:58 pm

Zahirah's birthday!

Celebrated Zahirah's birthday yesterday! It was great fun. I left lecture 1 hour early and rushed to get the ice cream cake. It's a chocolate sponge with chocolate chip flavored ice cream cake!

I was so thankful to be able to make it back and celebrate with her before my next class. Even though it was a mad rush, she was surprised so it was all worthwhile hehehe.

Had SU meeting today, it was really fun meeting new people and playing ice breaker games together to know each other better. I'm glad I joined SU, even though I know that I'm gonna get busier and tired out even more but I don't regret it. On top of that, I decided to join another cca, soundcard, I can't believe I passed the audition and got in. I'm gonna be a busy bee this year! I hope I can juggle everything although I know that I'm not good at managing time and things but I'm willing to pressure myself and hopefully change for the better(*^-^*) 

 
 
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: All About Us (feat. Owl City) - He Is We
 
 
kimagurekokoro
25 May 2012 @ 11:50 pm
WHY IS MY LIFE SO OUT OF CONTROL. 
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :'(
Need to get everything together.
 
 
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
 
 
kimagurekokoro

Spaghetti! ヽ(°▽、°)ノ
Woke up early today and managed to study a little before becoming a procrastinating bug.
I don't know how to study anymore, I need to force myself. I need to find my motivation. 
Love surprised me with a phone call saying that he wanted to come over.
On top of that, he decided to make lunch for the both of us! 
Yum yum in my tummy tummy!ヽ(゚ω、゚)ノ 
Today was so spontaneous and fun hehehe.
I'm so glad and grateful that I have him in my life (´▽`)

I miss posting, will post more moar more moar!
Everyday everyday everyday! 
Post I shall, Post I will. 
RAH RAH RAH

Okay, now I need to start on my e-learning project _〆(・_・。)^
Out with Yingli tomorrow, can't wait!!
 
 
Current Mood: embarrassedembarrassed
Current Music: Happily ever after - He Is We